Monthly Archives: March 2010
(inspired by Stephanie Meyer’s “Twilight”)
Your teeth bite into my skin.
I hear the voice deep within:
Just let it go.
Terrible pain turns into joy,
We only know why we enjoy
This moment of fear and darkness.
‘It’s madness’, we hear.
‘He’ll kill her, oh dear!’,
‘Why doesn’t she run?!’
But I know he’ll stop,
His love is stronger than that.
I feel I’m losing my blood…
And he’s still drinking it,
Whispering, ‘It’s sweet.’
Then I feel that he stops.
‘My love, darling.’, he cries.
‘Please, say something. What have I done?!’
His cold fingers touch my cheeks,
I could be lying there for weeks
But here comes the thought, ‘Say something.’
I open my mouth or it’s just an illusion,
My body and senses are imprisoned by the fusion
Of stimuli his closeness creates.
I’m caught, senseless, oh Lord,
Diving into the ocean, dark and cold
But I’m so delirious,
Can’t explain why
But I could die now, I could die.
My vampire’s been with me till the end of my life.
The end of the world
They say it’s soon
Is it really?
I can’t disagree
That we’re heading for self-destruction
It’s our own choice and fault
Then what will happen with creatures
Who chose only temporary happiness?
Does anybody still believe
We were meant to be good?
Even we don’t believe it
I’m on the edge
I’ve got nowhere to go
I could only jump
The ocean’s ahead
A couple of meters down the cliff
I’m too scared to jump
They’re following me
They soon will be here
I’ve got to jump
I’ll die anyway
Let’s think of a praire
No more choices to spare
My life has been leading to nowhere
But to this jump
I could survive
It’s just a simple dive
Yet first I should jump
What’s more to say?
The words have left me there
To make me jump
They’re already here
Behind me, oh dear
Your love is like an ocean deep
You say that I’m so sweet
How far could we go?
Your eyes like an ebony dark
You look and are so smart
Is it possible that you can hurt me?
Your touch is like a plume soft
I feel I’ve never been that much loved
Could this be to the detriment of me?
You’re careful like a wild cat
Your silence means a lot
You’re more than everything to me
Although I’ve been refused
Although I’ve been confused
I naively believe that you’re different
I wake up in the middle of the night,
The knife in my hand shining so bright.
I’m scared, I’m panicking.
How could that be?
The smell of death all around me,
My vision’s blurry, I can’t see
Anything in the darkness.
I bravely stand up, diziness
Hits me. I blindly walk out of the room.
I haven’t noticed that broom!
I fall onto the floor sobbing,
I feel something wet on my skin.
No, no, could this be…?
No, it must be a dream.
Yes, so it seems.
I get back to bed, sweet dreams…
I open my eyes,
Sweet beams reach me from the skies.
What a horrible dream!
I’m relieved, the fear dies, it’s almost dim.
I walk into the bathroom with a smile.
My eyes are still closed for a while.
I open them and everything’s ok.
But wait, I can smell something strange.
Could this be…? No way.
I turn around and…
– That’s how long it takes
– And there’s nothing more to face
– And in the world there’s for you no place
– It’s time to let go
– You’re no longer here, what for?
– Maybe you won’t even notice, though
– You think you’ve heard it or maybe not
– A wound filled with acid, one thought
– Will everything change for the better or worse a lot?
The past is what’s behind us
And will never come back
It can only survive in our memories
Is it important, then?
Does it even matter any more?
We keep on going ahead
Leaving everything in oblivion
Maybe it’s the future
Maybe that’s what really matters
But what will happen with us
When the future becomes the past?