‘Everything for nothing’

My soul is bleeding

All I see is blood

All I see is pain

Did they have to do that?

All I feel is sorrow

All I know is evil

Don’t want to care any more

Don’t want my feelings any more

I could sell them for one pound

You can hit me, I don’t feel it

You can tell a million lies

All I’ve been through burnt my soul

And there’s no coming back

Cause the ashes won’t unburn

Cause what’s said can’t be unsaid

Don’t want to see what I’m seeing

I’d rather be blind, it won’t hurt

There’s no solution to the issue

There’s no point looking back

There’s no point looking ahead

Cause all you’ll see will be a lie

Will never understand how they cause pain

How they each other hate

How the hatred can come from the inside

More sincere than love

Million tears above them floating

Million shadows dark as coal

No more smiles until they’re hurting

No more family without death

‘Unnecessary feelings’

Longing for peace

Longing for hope

Longing for truth

Longing for love

Why not stop it?

Why not forget

The feeling there’s something you want to get?

Better move on

Better accept

Your fate as it is

On this unfair world

Then maybe you’ll succeed

In realizing your dreams

Life is full of surprises

Be ready for this!

‘Reincarnation’

Thinking about all of my past lives,

What could I have been?

A bug?

A seal?

Or maybe a queen?

Could this be my first life?

Perhaps it’s my last life,

Who will ever know?

Does anything stay in me

From  each experience

In my each incarnation?

What will happen when the world ends?

Will I ever know who I really am

If it keeps changing?

Maybe having been so many things

I’m somehow nothing.