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‘Water vs. Fire’

Water on Fire

Water

Such pure water

Warm and sincere

Sweet and charming

Harmony providing

With delicate touch

Caressing me dearly

I feel your love

I love the space you’re giving me

I was ready to let it go for you

But then…

 

Fire

Then came the fire

Flirtatious and breath-taking

Strong and sensual

Turning me on

Holding me forcefully

In his strong arms

I feel crazy about him

Don’t know if it’s love

I feel so insecure

Being with him

There’s no trust

I would give to him

But the attraction

Is so disruptive

But then…

 

Can I handle it?

Can I handle the choice?

Water so loving

Fire so tempting

But then…

 

Then water betrays me

And on fire I can suddenly count

Can I trust my judgement anymore?

What a strange disguise!

Water mixes with fire

Fire gets distinguished

Confusion!

Grand confusion

– That’s what is left

Help me in this anxious state

Help me before I drown!

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‘The usual unusual moaning of mine’

How much longer are we gonna pretend

That we’re not living our lives second hand?

Now, would you tell me it doesn’t make sense

That I want to search for myself without defence?

And please don’t tell me you love me unconditionally

Finally admit that you would cease to if I stopped being me

Do you know if it’s me anyway?

I keep on changing and changing every day

Perhaps there is no point in my present sorrow

Why even care what’s it gonna be tomorrow?

I don’t understand what has happened to me

So happy I used to be

Now nothing seems to matter at all

Even though I’ve managed to find my goal

Maybe too positive is just not healthy

You have to be sad and confused and not so wealthy

From time to time being down is so enjoyable

There’s some sick ecstasy in it, seemingly not probable

Do you find me even more insane?

I guess I know who is to blame

Although dreamy, I sometimes get quite sceptical

At the same time I hate all that is logical

It is probably getting quite boring

Just my usual unusual moaning

One number up in my age

And so I started considering some great rage

Please don’t wonder what I really meant in here

You can instead have fun with a cup of beer

As I always say the choice is yours

But you’re already here, so you’re gonna go through it, of course

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I’d like to thank a lot for the following award in the Thursday Poets Rally:

I nominate Touch 😉

‘Not a Person Any More’

The essence

core society

Far beyond the gestures

Feeling

Feeling more

Being

Being more

The body traps

Wanting to breathe again

Breathe

Not just inhaling and exhaling

The core

The heart

They struggle

Wanting to be free

I am not a person any more

Raging against myself

I am the soul

‘Another and another’

Like a flower searching for sun

I turn my head to hear your voice

In the silence

I turn to meet your eyes and taste your sweet smile

Sparkles, sparkles

The moment when you’re not there

The moment when you’re away in a dream

My heart twists and turns

I’m in pain

The heartache

The uncomfortable feeling

That I may be fooling myself

That I may not be worth your love

It kills me

Shall I risk or let it go?

Shall I fight or wait til dawn

And til another and another?

My life is a thousand heartbreaks in a row

I don’t feel strong enough to give it a try

And be hurt another and another time

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I would like to thank for the following award from the Thursday Poets’ Rally:I nominate MairMusic 🙂

‘Looking for the reason’

I’m frightened to live

And face the never-ending game of appearances

I’m lost in the world,

I’m lost in myself

Don’t know what to expect

Nor which way to choose

I try to reach

Into the blind emptiness

All I need is a reason

To live and fight for

But where can I find it?

Maybe I’m condemned to wander continously

And never reach the unknown aim

 

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