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‘The Song’

A while ago someone made a proposition to me to write a song together. Neither of us has ever seen the other one’s part… Today, sitting miles away from the place where we’ve met, I’m sharing my bitter-sweet part of the song bearing in mind the beautiful memories of that time.

If I ever had known

I wouldn’t tell you

If I wanted to stay

I wouldn’t tell you

If I needed your help

I wouldn’t tell you

If you were even alone

I wouldn’t tell you

 

What’s the point?

We’re alone

In every moment

Life is lonely

And no

Answers were ever coming

If you want anything

You keep on going

With the last scream for help

We’re both fading slowly

 

1:34

I was never really taught

To breathe solely

Who could ever have known?

We all fade promptly

Point of life is unknown

No one is saying sorry

How am I to follow?

Again, I’ve blown it

 

What’s the point (…)

 

**Written to this music:

 

 

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‘Routine: Lethal’

Waking up

The song

A cup of coffee

Breakfast

The whole day…

Everything

Is like

An echo

Of the previous day

 

The little routines

The big routines

Swallowing us

Surrounding us

Till we know nothing else

And it’s…

The end

 

Step by step

The harmony of habit

Bittersweet

Leads us all

Nowhere

Somewhere

To the same place

Time

 

Time is no saviour

It’s a trap

A prison

From which no one can escape

And it pushes

It pushes us

Till the end

 

I wake up

Every day

Again

Numb

Stuck in routine

Dead

Till the end

 

‘Goodbye’

It’s time to leaveLausanne

Even though my heart will cry

It’s time to leave

It’s time to say goodbye

 

Nothing lasts forever

No matter how hard it sounds

No matter how much we would like to

We can’t change the way things are

 

It’s time to leave

Even though I love the place

Even though I’m sure that here I do belong

And my  heart will stay here forever

 

It’s time to leave

I’m leaving here my heart

I’m leaving here my soul

And my peace of mind

 

It’s time to leave

All I have is a hopeful thought

And a dream of coming back

One joyful day

‘Letter, no return’

Are you happy, my darling?

With the way things turned out to be

With the way our roads parted

And made us strangers in one heartbeat?

 

Didn’t you feel sorry at least for a second

That our lips never met

And our eyes were left longing

Forever in despair?

 

How are you feeling, my darling?

I would ask you if I ever had a chance

If our our paths crossed by mistake

In the fate’s mysterious plan

 

What can I do, my darling?

What could I say to you

If you ever asked me back those questions

And I were caught still somewhere on my way?

 

What can we do, my sweetest?

What can we ever plan?

Life is mysterious and vicious

And we get nothing in return

‘Breathe’

LausanneOpen your heart

Embrace the world

Feel the joy of breathing

Fresh air in your lungs

 

Broaden your horizons

Notice the infinite possibilities

Spreading in front of you

Every single day

 

We are here for a moment

So why not have some fun?

Play with life

And spread your love around

 

Share your heart

With all the creatures of God

Smile and have a laugh

Don’t waste your life being sad

 

Do what you want

Be whoever you want to be

Choose your destiny

Have the courage to live

 

If you don’t let the rules suffocate you

If you don’t let anyone kill your dreams

You will see that the world is a miracle

And every second is worth living

‘Blue’

The fog reached out from the sky like a silver ladder

Connecting the sky with the water the colour of dark blue

The infinite blueness covered the view

Anxious, mysterious and true

 

The thoughts reached out from the mind like a silver platter

A cry for knowledge, a cry for sense

The infinite hunger covered the view

Anxious, mysterious and true

 

The mind reached out to the nature in hope for it to matter

Unsure of its origin, unsure of the aim

The infinite uncertainty covered the view

Anxious, mysterious and true

 

The nature reflected the mind, in truth

The understanding never came

But the hope lingered that the existence of both

Was the destiny’s intentional move

‘What if…’

What if

There were no borders,

No countries,

No divisions,

No judgements?

 

What if

We saw no difference,

No race,

No governments,

No rules?

 

What if

There was no ‘right’,

No ‘wrong’,

No ‘yes’,

No ‘no’?

 

What if

There were no limits,

No suggestions,

No space

And no time?

 

What if

I told you

That this could be your reality

And the key to its door

Was in your own mind…?

Montreux

‘A Non-existent Poem’

I…

I am not

Real.

What I see,

What I feel,

What I think

Does not exist.

Illusion

Clouds our minds,

Clouds our eyes,

Clouds our hearts.

Each of us

Has a distinct vision

Of what there is,

It’s never the same.

It does not exist.

We are

Creating our own stories,

Creating our own worlds,

Creating ourselves.

‘Perfection’

The water is moving so silently

Whispering the story

Of unlimited bliss.

The sun leaves the trace

Of warm sunbeams

On your skin.

The wind messes up your hair,

Plays with the trees.

It’s a delicate breeze.

The guitar is playing

A few feet away,

People are smiling through the lyrics.

You take a deep breath,

Lose yourself in the moment,

Life is perfect.

‘Uncertainty’

Uncertain

I don’t know if I love you

What if I don’t?

I think I’m starting to love you

But what if I won’t?

I guess I want to be with you

What if I’m wrong?

I feel happy when I’m with you

What if it’s not enough even for a song?

 

Well I guess if I consider these things so carefully

I will never enjoy life fully

Whatever works if it feels right

To get to this conclusion we don’t need any outstanding mind

Let’s just live our lives day by day

And truly appreciate what comes our way

Let happiness be our guide to what’s right or wrong

It might as well turn out that together we do belong