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‘Big Brown Eyes’
When I look into those big brown eyes
The moon descends
My spirit flies
Away towards the darkness of the skies
Unwillingly, I fall deep down
Into the well that holds the memories of the past
The world disappears, now all I see is brown
I’m no longer me, I’m no longer mine
Just when these deep dark eyes
Look back at me, surprised
I know I can trust them, they don’t need a prize
Through them I can see the soul – so clear, so nice
Why can’t I stop looking into your eyes
And guessing your thoughts, guessing your plans?
So strange the fate’s plan can be sometimes
I’m left holding on, trying to see the world through those big brown eyes
‘Letter, no return’
Are you happy, my darling?
With the way things turned out to be
With the way our roads parted
And made us strangers in one heartbeat?
Didn’t you feel sorry at least for a second
That our lips never met
And our eyes were left longing
Forever in despair?
How are you feeling, my darling?
I would ask you if I ever had a chance
If our our paths crossed by mistake
In the fate’s mysterious plan
What can I do, my darling?
What could I say to you
If you ever asked me back those questions
And I were caught still somewhere on my way?
What can we do, my sweetest?
What can we ever plan?
Life is mysterious and vicious
And we get nothing in return
‘Was it a dream?’
Was it a dream?
The beauty, the mountains, the lake
Was it a dream?
Constant happiness, joy, no stress
Was it a dream?
Dark brown eyes looking so sweetly into mine
Was it a dream?
But then above the clouds I fly…
Can we ever keep a dream
Or will it always die
And make us search once again
Not knowing for what and why?
‘Uncertainty’
I don’t know if I love you
What if I don’t?
I think I’m starting to love you
But what if I won’t?
I guess I want to be with you
What if I’m wrong?
I feel happy when I’m with you
What if it’s not enough even for a song?
Well I guess if I consider these things so carefully
I will never enjoy life fully
Whatever works if it feels right
To get to this conclusion we don’t need any outstanding mind
Let’s just live our lives day by day
And truly appreciate what comes our way
Let happiness be our guide to what’s right or wrong
It might as well turn out that together we do belong
‘I know’
I know
You’ve already forgotten
How our fingers met
The touch so soft, like rose petals
How our bodies moved to the same rhythm
How your heart was beating
When I laid my head on your chest
I know
That you don’t care
You don’t need to see me
Ever again
You’re good with the attention
Provided by all those other girls
I know
Those memories are just the past
And you never wanted us to last
You prefer to have your freedom
And have fun all your life
I would be a burden for you, I know that
Even though I know
Even though I know all of that
I still can’t stop my mind from thinking
About what you’re up to now
I still can’t stop my heart from pounding
When I see somebody alike
I still can’t stop my body from wanting
To be close to yours
I still can’t stop my lips from desiring
A kiss that never happened at all
Aching
Poison
Drug
Breaking
Bleeding
Please release me
I’m begging you to let me go
‘That Day’
That day the snow was falling from the orange sky
As I was reminiscing our last goodbye
The sky turned from orange to dark blue
And I knew there might never be just us two
But the hope lingered in my heart deep down
Even though I was to soon leave this town
If one look into each other’s eyes
If one little glance makes me feel as if my soul was sliced
Then I bother say that this is one true love
I don’t even need any more signs from above
Cause I’ve tried to forget you so many times
That I guess I have to stop it before I run out of rhymes
I’ll just have to let go and leave this to our fate
To solve this mystery on life’s debate
For now I decide that if I can’t have you
I’ll give all my heart and soul to
The only true love that’s left in this world for me
My lovely art and poetry – that would be!
‘Water vs. Fire’
Water
Such pure water
Warm and sincere
Sweet and charming
Harmony providing
With delicate touch
Caressing me dearly
I feel your love
I love the space you’re giving me
I was ready to let it go for you
But then…
Fire
Then came the fire
Flirtatious and breath-taking
Strong and sensual
Turning me on
Holding me forcefully
In his strong arms
I feel crazy about him
Don’t know if it’s love
I feel so insecure
Being with him
There’s no trust
I would give to him
But the attraction
Is so disruptive
But then…
Can I handle it?
Can I handle the choice?
Water so loving
Fire so tempting
But then…
Then water betrays me
And on fire I can suddenly count
Can I trust my judgement anymore?
What a strange disguise!
Water mixes with fire
Fire gets distinguished
Confusion!
Grand confusion
– That’s what is left
Help me in this anxious state
Help me before I drown!