‘Misery’

When the darkness falls

I fall back into my misery

With the coldness of the autumn winds

I shiver inside and outside of my body

Drifting across the ocean of memories

Unwillingly

My ship is carried by the storm

The heart of my existence shattered

Shattered into pieces

I don’t want it

I don’t want to fall into this dark depth again

What if

What if this time I don’t find my way back?

Don’t take me

Don’t take me away

The fog comes

I’m melting

Souls bleeding with tears

Everything I see

No

Begging turned into sobbing

No hope for it to end

Before the light saves me once again

‘A Non-existent Poem’

I…

I am not

Real.

What I see,

What I feel,

What I think

Does not exist.

Illusion

Clouds our minds,

Clouds our eyes,

Clouds our hearts.

Each of us

Has a distinct vision

Of what there is,

It’s never the same.

It does not exist.

We are

Creating our own stories,

Creating our own worlds,

Creating ourselves.

‘Perfection’

The water is moving so silently

Whispering the story

Of unlimited bliss.

The sun leaves the trace

Of warm sunbeams

On your skin.

The wind messes up your hair,

Plays with the trees.

It’s a delicate breeze.

The guitar is playing

A few feet away,

People are smiling through the lyrics.

You take a deep breath,

Lose yourself in the moment,

Life is perfect.

‘Uncertainty’

I don’t know if I love you

What if I don’t?

I think I’m starting to love you

But what if I won’t?

I guess I want to be with you

What if I’m wrong?

I feel happy when I’m with you

What if it’s not enough even for a song?

 

Well I guess if I consider these things so carefully

I will never enjoy life fully

Whatever works if it feels right

To get to this conclusion we don’t need any outstanding mind

Let’s just live our lives day by day

And truly appreciate what comes our way

Let happiness be our guide to what’s right or wrong

It might as well turn out that together we do belong