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‘The Song’
A while ago someone made a proposition to me to write a song together. Neither of us has ever seen the other one’s part… Today, sitting miles away from the place where we’ve met, I’m sharing my bitter-sweet part of the song bearing in mind the beautiful memories of that time.
If I ever had known
I wouldn’t tell you
If I wanted to stay
I wouldn’t tell you
If I needed your help
I wouldn’t tell you
If you were even alone
I wouldn’t tell you
What’s the point?
We’re alone
In every moment
Life is lonely
And no
Answers were ever coming
If you want anything
You keep on going
With the last scream for help
We’re both fading slowly
1:34
I was never really taught
To breathe solely
Who could ever have known?
We all fade promptly
Point of life is unknown
No one is saying sorry
How am I to follow?
Again, I’ve blown it
What’s the point (…)
**Written to this music:
‘December in the land of Despair’
White fog
Covered the snowy streets
One December evening
As I stood by the window
Silence in the air
My eyes staring into space
White ghosts
Hidden in the fog
Forgotten
Memories trembled
As they flew through my forehead
Into the night
Where do you go
When you have no place
No existence, no being?
Do you disappear
Into thin white air
As eyes stare right through you?
What a despair!
Silence does not care
It just is
No understanding
No prayer
No…
Meaning
‘Routine: Lethal’
Waking up
The song
A cup of coffee
Breakfast
The whole day…
Everything
Is like
An echo
Of the previous day
The little routines
The big routines
Swallowing us
Surrounding us
Till we know nothing else
And it’s…
The end
Step by step
The harmony of habit
Bittersweet
Leads us all
Nowhere
Somewhere
To the same place
Time
Time is no saviour
It’s a trap
A prison
From which no one can escape
And it pushes
It pushes us
Till the end
I wake up
Every day
Again
Numb
Stuck in routine
Dead
Till the end
‘Goodbye’
Even though my heart will cry
It’s time to leave
It’s time to say goodbye
Nothing lasts forever
No matter how hard it sounds
No matter how much we would like to
We can’t change the way things are
It’s time to leave
Even though I love the place
Even though I’m sure that here I do belong
And my heart will stay here forever
It’s time to leave
I’m leaving here my heart
I’m leaving here my soul
And my peace of mind
It’s time to leave
All I have is a hopeful thought
And a dream of coming back
One joyful day
‘Mountains’
Grey mountains’ peaks
Topped with white snow
Peering through the clouds
Everywhere you look
So majestic in their coldness
So raw, so sharp
Untouched by the human’s hand
Untrapped within civilization’s traps
What is a human?
So tiny, so weak
Thrown somewhere in the middle
Of the nature’s boldness
Who does he think he is
To interfere with all creation
While being just a tiny piece
Of the great puzzle?
‘Big Brown Eyes’
When I look into those big brown eyes
The moon descends
My spirit flies
Away towards the darkness of the skies
Unwillingly, I fall deep down
Into the well that holds the memories of the past
The world disappears, now all I see is brown
I’m no longer me, I’m no longer mine
Just when these deep dark eyes
Look back at me, surprised
I know I can trust them, they don’t need a prize
Through them I can see the soul – so clear, so nice
Why can’t I stop looking into your eyes
And guessing your thoughts, guessing your plans?
So strange the fate’s plan can be sometimes
I’m left holding on, trying to see the world through those big brown eyes
‘Letter, no return’
Are you happy, my darling?
With the way things turned out to be
With the way our roads parted
And made us strangers in one heartbeat?
Didn’t you feel sorry at least for a second
That our lips never met
And our eyes were left longing
Forever in despair?
How are you feeling, my darling?
I would ask you if I ever had a chance
If our our paths crossed by mistake
In the fate’s mysterious plan
What can I do, my darling?
What could I say to you
If you ever asked me back those questions
And I were caught still somewhere on my way?
What can we do, my sweetest?
What can we ever plan?
Life is mysterious and vicious
And we get nothing in return
‘Was it a dream?’
Was it a dream?
The beauty, the mountains, the lake
Was it a dream?
Constant happiness, joy, no stress
Was it a dream?
Dark brown eyes looking so sweetly into mine
Was it a dream?
But then above the clouds I fly…
Can we ever keep a dream
Or will it always die
And make us search once again
Not knowing for what and why?
‘Breathe’
Embrace the world
Feel the joy of breathing
Fresh air in your lungs
Broaden your horizons
Notice the infinite possibilities
Spreading in front of you
Every single day
We are here for a moment
So why not have some fun?
Play with life
And spread your love around
Share your heart
With all the creatures of God
Smile and have a laugh
Don’t waste your life being sad
Do what you want
Be whoever you want to be
Choose your destiny
Have the courage to live
If you don’t let the rules suffocate you
If you don’t let anyone kill your dreams
You will see that the world is a miracle
And every second is worth living
‘Blue’
The fog reached out from the sky like a silver ladder
Connecting the sky with the water the colour of dark blue
The infinite blueness covered the view
Anxious, mysterious and true
The thoughts reached out from the mind like a silver platter
A cry for knowledge, a cry for sense
The infinite hunger covered the view
Anxious, mysterious and true
The mind reached out to the nature in hope for it to matter
Unsure of its origin, unsure of the aim
The infinite uncertainty covered the view
Anxious, mysterious and true
The nature reflected the mind, in truth
The understanding never came
But the hope lingered that the existence of both
Was the destiny’s intentional move